To your respects, the confession of the striker of the England team and Manchester United.

Zazvichiy, I don’t like to respond to those who say about me. It's not in my nature. I'm an introvert. I really don’t like talking about myself, because I don’t know anyone good. 99% of the time I can ignore the noise. Sometimes the singing lines get confused, and I can’t help, but I want people to just understand who I am special.

I don't try to fight the media. I understand the game, you understand that I respect you? You really shouldn't write about me. This is similar to what they write about this character, “Marcus Rashford”. You can’t just talk about me, like a 26-year-old guy who walks at night, or a guy who gets a fine for illegal parking. It’s all about how much my car costs, about my daily salary, about my jewelry and tattoo. This is my body, the nourishment of my morals, think about my family and my football future. Who has a sing-song tone that is almost beyond all other football players. Let's not complain about anything.

I guess this is partly connected with the pandemic. I’m just trying to keep my voice down so that I can make sure that the children don’t go hungry, because I know exactly how it feels. I wonder if the singing people have been capped in the wrong place. It seems like they were waiting for me to show humanity, to point a finger at me and say: “Bucket me.”? Find out who is at fault?

Look, I'm not a perfect person.. If I give you a favor, I will be the first one to raise my hand and say that I need to do better. If you ever doubt my allegiance to Manchester United, then I myself have to say something about it. This is all one thing that puts into doubt all my specialness and everything that I stand for as a person. I'm here. I'm the owner of this club from childhood. My family was inspired by the pennies that changed my life when I was a child so that I could wear this emblem.

I want to talk about cars? Know that you were 5, 6, 7 years old, and you rode several different buses across the whole place to get to training in Cliff. It's not too much. Feed my mom. Who ever asked for a job to come with me, since there were no cars in our homeland. There were no rights in anyone. The first day there were two buses to the place, and then we had to walk across the place to get to another bus, which took the place, to get to Salford. Navigation under the pouring plank. There was nothing tasty to eat. Years of training with my mother, who sat and checked on me, not knowing anything about football, just worked with love. Then it’s just like that at home. The only way to fulfill your dreams is to play for United. And it’s not I who will bend. Not at all. I'm loving your skin for a second.

Do you know what they told us first when we arrived in Cliff

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Tony Vilan, Imon Malvi and Mike Glenny. This is one of the greatest joys I have ever taken from football.

People will really think I'm amazing if I start talking about what United means to me. Because it’s not me, I’m singing that it might sound false. Ale you are to understand, if I was young, I would have played for United. Vіn buv inaccessible to us. It was important to spend time there, and even more important to get wet there. I remember the stink of five-a-side tournaments all over Manchester, where you have to pay a pound to spend there. There used to be a different age. Children played against many grown-up people. I asked my mother for a pound first, because having won the entire tournament, your team took away all the prizes. They just got their ticket at Old Trafford. We have been so small, but we have won so many times.

For me just buti there bulo yak. That's all. We got lost until everyone left, and the stadium was almost empty, we were just wondering and hearing. At Old Trafford there is such a sound. This is the same as the sound of surround sound, and this will calm me down. For a child who has lived through a lot, this will forever be my home.

If there is something like this in the middle for you. It's just in the middle for you. It's just that.

When I was 10 or 11 years old, I had a lot of respect for myself, and we had various agents and clubs who were trying to promote our homeland. United still hadn't signed me to a scholarship contract, and people were offering everything they could.. A few clubs gave us pennies that could change our lives. We will buy these booths, we will deliver the cars to your garage. We change the life of your homeland. At that time my mother worked as a cashier at Ladbrokes. My brother worked in Alcoholics Anonymous. They have no right to tell me: “Just accept the proposition”.

If they knew that my dream was to play for United, they never pressed me. I don’t know how many people know about this, but I have played two matches in the academy of this club to understand how I should be. I remember how I got out of trouble and helped my mother and brothers, and they just asked me: “What do you want to do?”? Stop and go?

I said: “I want to go to United”.

Axis and everything. We turned to the bus. We bet everything on ourselves - all our chips. Looking around at this now, and bachachi, how many marvelous young graves never made it to the first command, this great risik. Ale for less than one choice. I remember that around that hour we had a family meeting, and I said: “As long as we can play for United, I want to be able to admire you in your eyes and say that you haven’t changed.”. And I want you to marvel at me in your eyes and say that I haven’t changed."

People think that they need to know the history of my family, but the stink is no longer visible on the surface. There’s a lot that people don’t know, which is why I don’t feel comfortable sharing everything while I’m still playing. Ale the fight was fair. This is not an advertisement. There was no cinema. People say that I come from Wythenshawe, but in my childhood I had to go through a lot. I'm alive through. At Halmi's with her aunt. At Moss Side with Granny. Lived for an hour at Chorlton with his brother. Sunny Avenue at Whitington. Through.

Otherwise, I wouldn’t change a thing about this, as if it weren’t important, because it shaped me the way I am. I still keep in touch with the boys from the place where I am alive, and we begin to hit our heads and laugh: “You remember those days, brother?

If you know, then you know.

You know, it's wonderful? I am, of course, not guilty of this knowledge, but just before my first season in the first United team, I returned home and played street football with friends on the weekend. This is my culture. This is still part of me, and I think this is one of the reasons why I chose to go out. Since you didn’t live with us, I don’t understand what you understand.

That’s one thing my mother always told me when I was still very little.

She always said: “Nothing comes for free, Marcus.”.

This wisdom didn’t skimp on football. Vaughn didn’t say this so that I would file myself as an agent.. This is about life in general. With every fate I understand more and more.

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Pennies are a miracle. Blessed are you. Ale mrii - priceless. For me, back in 11 years, playing for United was the only way. I remember, around that hour, when I was still trying to sign the contract, Vazza and Cristiano came to all the boys from the academy, and I simply marveled at them in awe, you understand that I have respect? They have a photographer, and for all of us, children, there is little chance of taking a photo with them, and I remember how, being in the background, they gave in to their ears. I remember my brother saying: “Go take a photo with Vazza, brother! What are you doing

I said: “I don’t need a photo”.

He says: “You don’t want to take pictures?

I said: “If I gamble with them at the same time”.

I think I was the only child who wasn’t photographed. After we thought of pennies, I was just hungry in the middle. I no longer care for myself as a child. I am obliged to take advantage of my ability and change our life, and. So that my mother can endure and properly live her life, like a child from Manchester. Like a child from Hulme, Moss Side, Chorlton, Withington, Wythenshawe. If you think that I have somehow taken this seriously, then you simply don’t know me.

Listen, on the right in that football can be a mile-long bulb. I'm about to lose myself as a normal person. I tried to save these very friends. I try my best not to change, even if I’m leaving this evening. Ale is the second medal winner. I'm a human. I tried to get a lot of lads from 20 years, and I was trying to pay for them. Ale I also made sacrifices that no one knows. I want you to understand that pennies are not the ones that make you want to spend at an important hour. This is love to the fullest, simple and clear.

We all know that for the rest of the seasons the club is in a transitional stage.. If we get over it, you are the world’s worst sufferers, and that’s a fact.. We need more of that old school positive energy around the club. I know what this atmosphere is like, because it helped me survive the greatest moments. Every time I step onto the field and feel the patients singing my name, or look around Old Trafford before the start of a match, I feel that same positive energy.

In the depths of my soul, when I look around before a skin match, I still lose myself as a fan. I can't get this out of my blood. I will never forget the first time I played at Enfield, and I felt the atmosphere of the United v Liverpool match from the field, feeling the whistle and the roar of the crowd, I had so much adrenaline that I was not given ice for the start of the match. I love James Milner, but I rushed straight at someone and hit him for a tackle, because I was simply overwhelmed by emotions - not as a United grandson, but as a United patient who suddenly kicked himself on the field against Liverpool. I remember coming home and telling my family: “It’s our responsibility to take this under control right away.”. I have to find a way to take the fan part from me, otherwise I’ll get it from the field to the skin.”.

I can accept any criticism. I can accept whatever the title is. From podcasts, social networks and newspapers. I can vitrify. If you are beginning to doubt my loyalty to this club, my love for football and my involvement with my new family, then I simply ask you for a little more humanity.

Ale you know what? To be honest, part of me doesn’t mind if people doubt me. When everyone tells me that they love me, I become suspicious. I know how the world shines. I became a man very early. Be sure to rely on yourself first. If I was in a dark place and it seemed like the light was against me, I decided to sing by myself for a couple of days and re-engage, and then I would be fine. I think it turns me around to the extent that I, as a child, kicked the ball all over the street until it got dark, that I no longer kicked the ball and felt my mother screaming for me to turn back home. I'm just an introvert, I need space to re-engage. If you don't ask, I know someone to talk to. There is only one way to earn money. Every time I was sick, physically and psychologically, I realized that I would turn around and play my best football for United and England.

I promise you that the world has not yet lost the greatest United and all the capabilities of these graves.. We want to play champions in Liza again, and at the end of the season a great international tournament is waiting for us. We'll turn around and let's go there. We just have to continue to practice, and it starts with me.

How do you encourage me, good.

If you doubt me - even better.

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