My annual prayer for February. I know you can't change anything. You won't return anything, you won't save anyone. But every time before February 24, my dark days begin.

The following is the text in the original language. I can’t fight it and I’m just waiting until everything goes well. I want to disappear, flow in and fall asleep for many days. I’m nervous, I’m confused, everything seems rotten to me and I’m a guide to myself. And I don’t understand how anyone can live peacefully at this hour.

I will turn again to Mariupol. The day before the war. Walk around, look at the skin of the buildings and remember. Take photographs and iron the walls.

Keep an eye on people you pass by and keep them healthy. Skin. They lived longer and did not get sick in the cold basement.

For the sake of the beginning of the war, we ask everyone to stock up on water, and fearlessness.

Be aware that not everyone can survive. Kozhen five years ago.

The benefits of the worms: “Go”. Beg, change your mind, scream powerlessly.

Let everyone know that clothes are not important, speeches are not complicated, pennies are just papers, everyday life is rude. And trimatisya is required more for life.

Learn about airstrikes, shelling and fires. About those how everything wins in the end. To the bone. To the foundation. About those little ones that look like a cigarette paper that sways in the wind. About graves in courtyards and spring in Krizana. About the brutal cold and hunger that. About the blindness and blackness of the place of grief. About the hopelessness of death and the fear of God, which kills, like shelling.

Speak about the self-destructions of the self, about the search for salvation in death, about the scorched soul of those who lost their lives.

24 years before the cob baked - take all the children. Take you far. To hear the sounds of shelling they were not sensitive. Rotate old wives and old people. And also cats and dogs.

To become hoarse while screaming, proving that I’m right and explaining to everyone that I’m not divine. And don’t let anyone trust you and the Russian invasion won’t happen again.

lyuty, 2023 r_k.

It seems that today's week is forgiven. And it also seems that the whole world does not forgive the killing of terrorists. I won’t test them anymore.